A Short Autobiography

I do not know what I may appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

So many times, people told me I can’t do this or can’t do that. My nature is that I don’t listen very well. I’m very determined, and I believe in myself. My parents brought me up that way. I don’t let anything stand in my way. Everyone has highs and lows that they have to learn from, but every morning I start off with a good head on my shoulders, saying to myself, ‘It’s going to be a good day!’.

I know that you are visiting my blog for the first time. So let me introduce myself.

Myself Md Danish Hanif; I have completed my graduation in the year 2016 in ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING (B.Tech) from Calcutta Institute Of Technology. I live in Kolkata, West Bengal, which is my birth place. I have not joined any company yet. My ultimate goal now is to crack ENGINEERING SERVICE EXAM(ESE). Some people are suggesting me that I should apply to any small technical company and not waste much time. But I better know what I am doing. I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition. Some days are just bad days, that’s all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that not every day is going to be a good day, that’s just the way it is!.

My life motto is ‘Do my best, so that I can’t blame myself for anything. Many times, the decisions we make affect and hurt your closest friends and family the most. I have a lot of regrets in that regard. But ALLAH has forgiven me, which I am very thankful for. It has enabled me to forgive myself and move forward one day at a time.
I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt people. The biggest competition is myself. I am not looking to follow others or pull them down. I’m planning to test my own boundaries. I am not trying to give an image of a fairy tale, perfect, everything else, I am just being myself. The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.

A New Options Trading World

So in the previous post I was supposed to be a Forex Trader but now everything is changed. I am writing this post before 1 hrs of Sehri of the 1st Ramzaan 2020 after completing today’s work from home(due to the COVID-19 lockdown).

Yes that is right. I am now trading in Options which is a new world to me and very much exciting. Day by day I am getting addicted to this job. One year back I used to feel like a failure who lost every hope of getting success and fulfill its dreams. With this  job in the Trading world I am getting back my confidence and Insha Allah I will be successful .

Getting My 2nd Opportunity- A Start As A Forex Trader

28.08.2019: It was around 10:45 p.m. I got a call from one my relative that someone has planned a startup which is based on FOREX TRADING.

Wait!

FOREX TRADING?

What’s that???

I was totally confused whether to go for it or not because on that day only I have planned my studying schedule for SSC JE 2019.As all my family members heard the job news they all became very excited because they have waited for this type of news for almost 3 years.So I was impotent to go for it only because of their hope. I have not taken it seriously and planned to leave it after 10 to 15 days.

Next morning, I took out my Resume and Engineering degree certificate, packed my bag and went for the job interview wearing formal.

One of my friend took me and dropped me to the office. He was also supposed to join it with me.That’s a big plus point for me.

Walking towards the office my heart started beating very fast and I was sweating all around. So anyhow I entered inside the office and saw that a person coming out from the inside cabin and asked me for my Resume and went inside. He was the manager of the office. I made myself comfortable in the chair and saw that two girl and a boy was also sitting. After a few minutes a man having a beard who was also of my age entered the office greeting Salaam to everyone and went inside the cabin. Then I came to know that he was the Boss, who came from the USA and started this company in India.

Then he came and gave us a intro of the overall work. I was amazed to hear that FOREX is the world’s biggest financial market with a transaction of $5 Trillion per day.

I was attracted at first sight and the way he started teaching Forex market was amazing.

After a brief introduction of the first day I was coming home with a confused mind with no excuse to leave this job. Unfortunately, my mobile was dead and I had no idea about the location. So I went to the roadside found Rajabazaar Mini bus and came back home. Everyone was happy that I got a job at last and I was still confused. The plus point is that my friend was going to join me the next day.

In this way my journey as a Forex Trader started.

To be continue……

Black Holes?

The theory of General Relativity predicts that a sufficiently compact mass can deform spacetime to form a black hole.A black hole is a region of spacetime exhibiting such strong gravitational effects that nothing—not even particles and electromagnetic radiations such as light can escape from inside it.

General Relativity:

General Relativity is a theory of gravitation(1907-1915).It developed with the equivalence principle which states that accelarated motion and being at rest in a gravitational field are physically identical.
Hence, an object in free fall is falling because that is how objects move when there is no force being exerted on them.
But in classical mechanics we know that an object free falls due to the force of gravity.
To resolve this difficulty Einsten first proposed that the space-time is curved by introducing Einsten Field Equation,which relates the curvature of space-time with mass,energy and momentum.
So, Einsten conclude that the rays of light bend in the presence of gravitaional field.

Origin of Singularity:

Einsten predicts the existence of singularity in the densest objects in the universe.Singularity in physics is the point where density is infinite,volume is zero and gravity is infinite which is better known as Black Holes.Even light cannot escape from the gravitational pull of the black holes.

Event Horizon Telescope:

The Event Horizon Telescope (EHT) make it possible that we can now see the real image of a Black Hole.The EHT captured a Black Hole at the centre of Messier 87 (M87) galaxy, 50 million light years away and 6.5 billion times heavier than Sun.

Note: Ours Earth’s Galaxy is Milky Way.
Light year is the distance travelled by light in one year.
1 Light year = 9.461×10^15 metre

Basic Fundamentals:

When the mass tends to infinity and volume tends to zero,the supermassive object warps space-time in such a way that even light cannot escape.Thus is the fundamental science that underlines Black Holes.

Event Horizon:

The boundary of a balck hole is termed Event Horizon .Objects that go beyond the Event Horizon are lost in the fuzzy whirlpool of space-time;hence the term Point of No Return.

Stephen Hawking Theory:

From Stephen Hawking’s groundbreaking work,we know that black holes aren’t totally black.They are able to emit jets of Plasma as well as create particle-antiparticle pairs near the Event Horizon.When matter comes close to the Event Horizon,it forms an orbiting disc due to the black hole’s gravity.Chunks of matter grind against each other,creating massive friction and releasing huge amounts of energy.The spinning warms up the disc.Thus,matter close to the Event Horizon glows brightly with heat equivalent to several hundreds of stars.
It is this bright glow which was imaged by the EHT’s network of eight radio telescopes.

Thus, the above study gives us clues to the fundamental nature of gravity,energy matter,space,time,space-time geometry and so on.

A Tragic Liberalization (Part I)

Sometimes we can’t express our feelings, we have to write it on in a piece of paper.That’s what i am doing now.

After the GATE exam I am totally daunt by my performance, Thinking what to do next.Trying to make plans, taking suggestions from friends and families.But after some day the response sheet came and I matched my answer with some of the top institute papers.Then I got to know that my performance was not so bad as I have assumed. I am scoring around 45 marks which was in my view is enough to get admission in Jadavpur University and even in some new IIT’s. Everything then becoming normal and I am again building my confidence to perform even better.

But wait……wait……wait….! Life is not so easy as I have assumed.It will be going to become even worse than before.Because when IIT Roorkey released the answer key, I have loose 4.66 marks.Now that’s a big margin.It will be going to increase my rank by almost 2000.

This news has decreased my efficiency by almost 87.5%.

What to do now?

How I am going to cope up with this situation?

Can I be able to prepare for BARC and ISRO?

Lets see what happens with me and hope for the best.

(End of part I)

My GATE 2018 Experience

So its almost one week since GATE 2018 is over.I know that many of the aspirants have successfully given the exam but maximum number of students have failed miserably in just attaining a qualifying marks.Actually its a year of hard work which is sucking the students for not doing well.Believe me I am also one of them.After a year of constant hard work the result is only 44 marks(appx) and I was totally demotivated/disappointed.

So what went wrong?

Am I not intelligent enough to crack this type of exam?

Or I have not worked as hard as required?

Or there is a problem in my study style?

Numerous type of questions.

In this time the best thing which you can do is that move forward and leave all those question to be answered in the future.Take a break and again start working for the next upcoming exams.I know that maximum number of students are going through financial crisis and they are thinking to change their track.But that’s not the solution to the problem.We have to believe in ourselves, choose the right path and move forward.May be one day, when you become successful through your hard efforts, you will be proud of yourself and in that day you will be the winner.

Everyone wants to get respect from others.They want to be liked by someone very special.But they forget that to gather that sort of respect first we have to respect our-self.Always be in the state of self-respecting attitude. Be yourself and be always happy in front of others.Listen to everyone but do what you like. Never make a comfort zone because it destroys one’s creativity.

Last but not the least do whatever you want to do but be upgraded and wake up early in the morning, avoid negativity.