A Short Autobiography

I do not know what I may appear to the world, but to myself I seem to have been only like a boy playing on the seashore, and diverting myself in now and then finding a smoother pebble or a prettier shell than ordinary, whilst the great ocean of truth lay all undiscovered before me.

So many times, people told me I can’t do this or can’t do that. My nature is that I don’t listen very well. I’m very determined, and I believe in myself. My parents brought me up that way. I don’t let anything stand in my way. Everyone has highs and lows that they have to learn from, but every morning I start off with a good head on my shoulders, saying to myself, ‘It’s going to be a good day!’.

I know that you are visiting my blog for the first time. So let me introduce myself.

Myself Md Danish Hanif; I have completed my graduation in the year 2016 in ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING (B.Tech) from Calcutta Institute Of Technology. I live in Kolkata, West Bengal, which is my birth place. I have not joined any company yet. My ultimate goal now is to crack ENGINEERING SERVICE EXAM(ESE). Some people are suggesting me that I should apply to any small technical company and not waste much time. But I better know what I am doing. I am determined to be cheerful and happy in whatever situation I may find myself. For I have learned that the greater part of our misery or unhappiness is determined not by our circumstance but by our disposition. Some days are just bad days, that’s all. You have to experience sadness to know happiness, and I remind myself that not every day is going to be a good day, that’s just the way it is!.

My life motto is ‘Do my best, so that I can’t blame myself for anything. Many times, the decisions we make affect and hurt your closest friends and family the most. I have a lot of regrets in that regard. But ALLAH has forgiven me, which I am very thankful for. It has enabled me to forgive myself and move forward one day at a time.
I felt ashamed for what I had done. I don’t have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn’t pawn this off on anybody. I’m sorry it happened. And I hurt people. The biggest competition is myself. I am not looking to follow others or pull them down. I’m planning to test my own boundaries. I am not trying to give an image of a fairy tale, perfect, everything else, I am just being myself. The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.